Thanksgiving was so nice. I had a 25.588 lb turkey. my bed was so comfy and I haven't been able to recover since. I have gotten through my drama from last week and seem to be doing better. I might graduate afterall :) I don't like to confirm things unless they are absolutley true...I still have a couple more days to figure that out ha ha.

Today is Tuesday and I cannot believe I made it thu this week's hell...I did it! I really did it! Who knew I had the power to type a bunch of crap and turn it in on time. I am breathing easier now, but still afraid of the week ahead. I still have one more week of hell and I don't think that has anything to do with finals either, which is sad. Anyways... my mother did the sweetest thing for me. She knew I was stressed beyond believe and if she didn't do something, I was going to have a nervous break-down. For Thanksgiving, we are going to have a 25.588 lb. turkey! My grandma called every store around to find THE BIGGEST ONE!

There's always love!

happy Turkey day!

Who the hell do I think I am? I must be the Queen of some far off country because I don't know why I thought I would be able to graduate without any complications like normal people. Maybe that is the joke. Maybe this is how people really go through graduation and we all just don't know it.

This is the hardest semester of my life and I have to say I think I deserve it for getting off easy all those other times before.

Does graduation and possibly life in general make you feel THIS STUPID?
I thought I was getting a college degree not some pass/fail on common sense. I used to think I had so much common sense I could afford to give it away. But now I think I should keep it in replacement of intelligence and a brain.

One more thing before I finish, I think it is ironic to find myself in a department such as communications and being in a situation of someone who is an example of this department and what it teaches only to find that they don't know how to communicate at all and feel as if you'll learn everything out in the real-world because by example this department means shit...(with a smile upon my face).

Here's my life in a nut shell:

Graduation is still up in the air. I have an appoinment Monday with the Liberal Arts and Science counselor to determine my graduation future since I am one 400 level class short .

I have an English Paper due on Monday: 5-6 pages

Tuesday I have a 10 pages paper due--I have a 359 proposal due--I also have an English paper due and another revised paper as well

If Monday goes well I will also be doing a one page proposal over Thanksgiving to explain why my job relates to my major.In token then have to write another 10 pages paper explaining the proposall...all by the lovely date of DECEMBER 3rd.


GOD I LOVE MY LIFE!

God! I'm a freakin' psycho and I live in Hell! Senior year is soooooooooo over-rated. My friend Liz and I came up with a comic strip detailing our hell. You would find Liz and I , cracked up, playing with the duckies in the Neptune pond. Katie and Mary, from 359 class, would come along and ask, "Hey, what's with them?" Katie would answer, "Coms major...it's a bitch." Mary would reply," I thought Coms was a blow off major?" Katie chuckles, "So did they."


Maybe I'll recover after December 14th... you'll know if you walk by Neptune.

Graduation Day! Also known as...G day. Will I really get to graduate? I've been so crazy with school and it all seems so surreal to me. It doens't help that I cannot grasp the testing technique of Professor Holt and possibly may crumble my G day experience. I have to fine the will the determination to get the hell out of here and create a life with this degree called communications. Another delema! With my degree I could join the circus and work for Katie Courec all at the same time. Some would say those two professions are not as far off as they seem.

This week is halloween and I have to say, I would rather have a treat instead of a trick. I am not really a halloween person. I never got into the whole dressing up thing and scary the shit out of your friends and family. I remember one year when I was in grade school, I went home complaining to my mother that some kid at school was making fun of me. When I told her what this kid was calling me, she thought it was the perfect oportunity for a halloween costume. So that year; I was the Campbell soup kid. I didn't need any make-up or any thing. I already had the brown hair, chubby sheeks, and a big smile. I walked around in the fabric circle thing my brother had made. The lesson here is just to beat the crap out of the kid making fun of you, so you will never have to go through this humiliation :)

So I finally completed my blogger project for 359...I find this amazing, even more amazing we have a test tommorrow where I will attempt to put all my knowledge about HTML into yet another website. Can someone please tell me why I decided to take this class? Did I think I was a computer genius who only did searches on Yahoo? What was I thinking?!!

Well enough about that. This is suppose to be my personal journal and I would like to put some interesting knowledge I have learned to share, but seeing as I am hopefully graduating in December, my brain is of no use. I have no more interesting facts, tidbits, or general intelligance anymore. The only thing I am good for is speading exciting mellodramtic stories of how my semester is going and how my life is going down the tubes ha ha.

Besides me being discruntled about my car...today really is a beautiful fall day. It reminds of school days when we all go running to buy school supplies and newly sharpened pencils. The cold will soon come and I will be missing these lovely warm days...not by any means the attack of the killer beetles but just the warm weather.

Don't you just love NIU in the fall? The colors changing, leaves falling, and the breeze gently in your face. I took a walk and was admiring the scenery; that is until I reached my car. The NIU student body are some of the nicest people, especially when they get bored and feel like kicking in your tail light for no apparent reason!!! Let's do damage to someone else's property just because we can!!! Did I mention I freakin' LOVE NIU?